ok, recently i am not really in the mood. for the past week i am just stressing about something. not only me but we brothers are. learnt a very expensive lesson which cost a 5 digit sum! it causes me to give up alot of things and cannot do what i want to do. do you know the feeling of giving up things and wanting the thing you want but you can never get it? those feeling is kinda fuckdup, i swear. the life i am having right now is damn different from the past! i don't know how to appreciate in the past but now i learn to appreciate already. i am now broke and my financial status is not stable! it really make me feel sad when i am thinking back of how i spent my money last time when i can just easily spent few thousands within month. now now now i am just broke broke broke!! huge sigh! ):

exams are round the corner and now i gonna study everyday! gonna buck up! so wish me luck guys! woooot.

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