last night i could hardly get to sleep and i think back about the school life i been through. without much hesistation i reach for my drawer to take all those memories photo and take a look. i was smiling to myself for no reason. i was wondering how are they doing ? time flies. its been 5 years since i graduate from primary school.the life in primary school is kinda relax.. nothing much to worry about, everything is well planned. did pretty well for the the first 3 years in school and later part of it my results are totally horrible. you can see red ink more then the blue ink in my report book. i just manage to pass for my psle and i got onto my next level of education! its secondary school life..! i feel kinda foreign when i got into secondary school.. my life in secondary school is horrible! most of my time is spend in the office or discipline centre..i did alot of stupid thing in school. i hate the teachers, i would argue with them or tease them. i smoke in school, i fight in school. i get 11 stroke of caning in my whole secondary school life. my dad had to spent time coming down to school talking to the OM. i went into police station, i went into cantoment. all sort of rubbish.. all this rubbish is cause during my sec1 and sec2. sec3 i told myself to stop all this rubbish and no. i still the same talking back to teacher all the time, doing all sort of stupid things. get canning for stupid reason and nearly get expelled. sec4 came and its a important year for me, i really did stop all those rubbish and concentrate on my studies. i fully concentrate for the first 2 months and i stopped. started to sleep alot during lessons time. late for classes. doing things i like in classss. N lvl is round the corner i pick myself up and i study. did not really put in the effort and my results for n lvl is bad. all 6subjects i gotten a grade4 . i did not go ite.i started to think what i really want in life.. i dont wanna be a uselss person in the near future.. i took up private course.. currently im doing my certificate in business adminstration and hopefully thing goes well so i can carry on with my next level of education which is diploma. theres no point for me to regret the things i done. i will only regret the things i didnt done.. study study study...........