I've been like getting stuck in the middle and i really didn't know what to do. Yes, i am in a lost now. I am pretty sad about it. It turn out to be a cycle, I would lost myself and suddenly I thought I had found a way out, only to realise that I am still inside that fucking cycle all along. It really sucks at time. agree?

All I could do is to drink and drink. Went drinking just now..