I always wanted to blog for the past few days but whenever im the blogger page i will get hang and blogger just refuse to load. well, today god should me on my side as blogger works well for me. been doing the same old things for the past few days. eat sleep study slack eat sleep . nothing happening too so take care everyone.

everytime when i see you online i always wanted to click on you and start a conversation with you but sometime i hold back and think is there anything to start a good conversation? and i wont like to say hello and u replied back the same thing and we stop there. if thats the case i rather not click on you. but it makes me stare at your nick all day long ): cause i miss you!c h e . . .

wohoo, just woke up and I am very sleepy now. shall do a short post before I go for my shower and off to school ): boring boring boring!!!!! yesterday night went dinner and home sweet home. match match match. boring boring lazy lazy tired tired.

imu ilu

I think Im the clown in class today. lecturer ask me up to the front and shoot me with question and I just couldnt answer her so i spout rubbish. english communication can kills. did alot of work in vocab today and as you know my english foundation is bad so well... do the shit out of it. oh, I and neth sign up for soccer club in school and i think it will be fun, look forward to it. I have a new name in class today! i named myself KING! HAHAHA! and so my name plate on the table is show as KING and people in class is calling me KING! woot, the feeling is god damn great. you should try it. muhaha. I know im being lame but who cares? as long as im happy with it. live life to the fullest. ended my lunch with burger king at home. do you know that i bought the cheesestick from burger king and i did pay for it. when i reach home i didnt see any CHEESESTICK!!!! damn the person, cheated my $2.30 hahaha! had a nap in the noon and wokeup at evening, feel damn hot don't know am I sick or what and well I woke up with a nostalgic dream.

Our relationship hasn't been a closely-knit one ever since I turned into this adolescent teenager
I AM SORRY.

ohyea once again, i miss you cheryl<3

Am I gonna catch her if she falls
Hands stretched out with uncertainty
Hold them dear, never let go
Am I ever gonna tell her what have I done

imissyou cheryl

I've got no idea of what to blog right now. shall fill in shit later on.

HEY, I jus cannot stop missing you girl !

wellwell, i had 2 round of breakfast today. had breakfast at 40 with guys at 8plus and went to lesson. as usual me and neth the late ones. hehe. break at 10.25 went 40 eat again! LOL. went back class at 11.05am! late again. wtf~ study study blabla talk talk went home at 11.45am~ lololols. reach home have some cs match and now i think im going out alr. aiyo no money already la. god, please drop some for me from heaven. i will love you. dont get the wrong meaning. if u nv drop for me i also will love you want. no worries. hehe. bbbbbbb~ dumbdumb day

GLOOMY SUNDAY!

LION IS COMING, RUN RUN RUN. ROAR

I swear this will not last long, I'll and gonna get back to it. It just take time, time is the factor! soon, all shitty stuff is gonna vanish. I am forcing myself to smile when I don't wish to. inner shell and outer shell you see might not be the true.

imu.cyl

guess now i am not in the mood. please don't step on my toe.

i miss you cheryl! <33

Its the second day where i didn't held any conversation with you. well, you may or may not notice it. I've been missing you but i can't do anything about it.
why am I scare of losing you when you're not even mine ?

Okay, I have to say that things wasn't going well now. I am dying.

I am down with slight flu and i get tired easily nowadays.

girl, I think i should stop talking or sms you. I just scare that you will find me annoying ): whenever I missyou, all I have to do is just close my eyes. che... TAKECARE!

It's started out just another day, I took a shower and i went on my way. I stopped there as usual, had a coffee and pie. when i turned to leave, i couldn't believe my eyes.

dinner! billard ! homesweethome! BORING NIGHT!

senki, don't assume please! missyou.cyl

hohoho, school was fun today. kinda entertaining by fellow gent. ladies. well, ended school at 11.45 and went to raffles city for donuts! aww, reach there the Q for donut factory is already long! Q-ed for 2 hours plus and finally get 24 donuts! bought it and took a cab home with neth and after awhile took the donuts and meet up with cheryl along with emmer. slack at the mac while both of them taking the pic of the donuts! hahah. chit-chatted awhile and accompany emmer to wait for bus and walk cheryl home. hehe! sweet right? muhahaha!

although i spent not long with you but it worth the thousand hours i spend without you.
im falling for you. hehe

oh no, cannot get to sleep! i really miss you very much, whenever i close my eyes i'll just happen to see you. time move it!!!

great feeling. just finish taking my shower after a short nap. yesterday night went hougang s11 slack with the usual ones and went pub after that. drinking session again, drank martell and SUBMARINE! a beer mug and a cup of martell inside the beer mug and drink it together! ohwell, the feeling is rather good and the kick is fast! drank " nu er hong" too. they so call it chicken essience! wtf.. pui meng is trying to make me drunk and keep ask me to drink this and that. haiss. enjoying ourself singing, playing games and pool. left and home sweet home. head is heavy and went home use comp awhile and straight away sleeep! LOL. but wtf, i wokeup in the morning 6.30AM ! was so tired and i just automatic wakeup at that time. die. use comp awhile and went back to lie on my bed and snore snore snore. hahaha. ohYES, gonna go Q for donut factory for someone tml! heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

why why why?

school day. went market and meet guys and had breakfast and back to class. as usual being late for class. actually is not we late is just those people in the class are early bird, very punctual. well, settle down and lecturer are going through those notes he gave us. he's going far to fast or am i slow? i think my econs will flunk because of him~ and his math is like totally noob shit! i dont think he know what himself are doing. he can actually take 102.5 as 1.025 and repeat those few numbers and point on the screen with his finger and eat his words. theres question for him to answer and he just went yah yah yah... keep yah-ing. try my very best to understand and study when im at home, look like this is the only way. how sad is it. clock strike 12 ! home sweet home. was pretty tired when i think i dont have enough sleep~ took a 35mins of train ride home! how boring is it stuffing your ears with ear piece and blast the music off. taking public transport theres many pair of eyes which like to see or so call stare around which i dislike it. dont ask me to take a cab home or to school because the fair is like a bomb! what a tough life i got. muhaha~ went home read newpaper and boom. took a short nap and just wokeup just now. going out soon so well cya guys.

i did three things today.
miss you,
miss you and
mis you. (:

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHER !

eat sleep play. HE'S CRAZY ABOUT HER.

oh yes, finally i remembered my blogger password. DAMN! my brain cracks damn hard for it! ok, i am doing very fine all these while. cheers. my school has already started where i longed for. seriously i misses school very much when i am enjoy my 8 months of holidays where friend of mine has already starts school. well, my school has already start! SCHOOOL was fine when i have the mood to study after my long long enjoying holidays. lesson was alright and lecturers are a complete joker. schedule are not very good. i only have to attend school every monday wednesday and friday and its complete boring without have lesson in between the lesson days! one day we just need to attend 3 THREE hours of lesson and you know how precious is the THREE hours are? yup, doing fine with work and gonna buckup and revise when i am at home. can i? need some movtivation. hopefully i do well in my certificate and carry on with my diploma and etc. MBA here i come. muhaha! ok, these are my school life.
my life is kinda boring nowdays, hardly get to sleep in the night when next day there are school! how bad issit. my physical clock really got some problem~ went drinking on wednesday night and was kinda in bad shape. vomitted. bad~ went fisherman village slack yesterday night and 6 of us drink 6little of beer. usually i dont drink beer but as you say fisherman village they dont serve those chivas/martell. well, drank and craps around. left there around 1.30 and walk out of the park and were thinking of where to go. i didnt join them because i stay near there and can go home straight! was tired/lazy. head kinda heavy too. went home clean up and boooom. SLEEPS.
ok, enough of rubbish here gonna go prepare myself and go to my uncle 4 story terr. and celebrate mothers' day. okokokok! fill my blog with more rubbish when i have more ok?

why am i afraid to lose you when you are not even mine?

the first and ever one. i miss you.