it seem complicated to me but not for you. vexed !

passed my economic exam. just pass only.. so sad.. study for one week end up just pass. dumbfuck. ):

i am now suffocating from project work! i've got no idea what to do.. HELP..!

i hate accouting lectures. i hate i hate i hate accounting! i catch no ball! ! ! all i can do was just to sit down and listen to the old man nag nag nag ... fucking school life. hell !

hiding in the dark cosy room. i just happen to see and it makes me wonder. i guess time is a factor, something just hold me back. wondering wondering wondering...........

I just don't like to LOSE for any reason.

I DONT LIKE !

Life aint intresting for me right now. All I did was eat sleep game school, been doing that for weeks and it's boring I swear. Nowaday, I've been sleeping very much ! All thanks to the weather !! If I don't sleep I feel very sorry because the weather is so cooling! hahaha! Ok, I passed my English communication paper! 3cheers. 5moudule, 1 passed. 1pending. 3studying. own own owned! PWN>
I've been behaving kinda weird lately, I don't know what's got into me. ):
I just get very irritated when things are not going in the way i want and things that i expected dont happen! Well, forget it, It's a way of life. LifeLiveLight.

went macdonal and had bigbreakfast in the morning and went to school ! thumb up. while walking over to school it was drizzling! thumb down. went class and the lecturer starts his lecture. was kinda alright today but not very sure of what is he teaching about but agar agar know abit..went coffeeshop eat with neth and the girls after lesson. eat crap and home sweet home. tiring day, not enough sleep!

LISTENS TO THE RHYTHM OF THE FALLING RAIN

rainy day is a good day for me. nice to sleep, been sleeping alot during noon and i cannot get to sleeep in the night! the worst thing is that the next day theres school for me. yesterday night, i only slept at 4am in the morning . i keep toss around in the end thinking of the girl i love. hehe. ok la just finish bathing and nwo i going to bed soon.. imissyou leh! <3>

its only right to think about the girl you love.! c

woot, been raining almost everyday.. the weather is so cool and i can my very long sleep! c'mon everyone. lets listen to the rhythm of the falling rain!

the weather very good this few days arrrrrrrrrrrrr
very nice to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep
lessons are ending earlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
boringggggggggggggggggggggg
missssssssssyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
youuuuuuuuuuuuu!!

bad day in the morning! well, din have breakfast and went straight to class for new lesson. its human resource management. the lecturer kinda funny.. keep on marina south fly kite then all the BAOS .. all crap shit. kinda boring.. break time went outside and eat after that went back class and ended at 11.30am and it was raining! waited for the rain to get smaller and walk to mrt station and trained home. grab a bite at oldchangkee and went home took a nap.. boring life. stab me with a knife please............................

Just another normal day. had breakfast at the nearby coffeeshop since i reach real early? once in e blue moon. well, while eating half way it started pouring so heavily and we were stucked from going to school. went to get a umbrella at the provision shop and it cost me the damn 8.90 ! ok, walked to school with the umbrella and half way through the damn rain stopped! wasted my money on it! went to class and the lecturer started his lecture for accounting. It's all about theory for session one and he is so long-winded. naggy old man. the lesson is so dull! i swear. boring boring day. train-ed home after his lesson and had BK for lunch. took a nap, wokeup and play cs. now i going to do my thing and will be revising later so byebye.

tiring day! didnt sleep much last night ): had breakfast at longjohnsilver and went to school. today start with new moudule. marketing! and tmr is gonna be accouting. i dontknow what to blog. my mind is very mess up now. dont know what am i doing. i dontknow la byebye

arrrrrr i cannot get to sleep! i am still wide awake and later i will be attending school. what the fuck is this man.. been tossing in the bed since 2am till now!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and and and someone please help me find the song
" zui hou yi ci"
i dontknow what to do!!! i miss u hehe

was so pissed until it activates my ahbeng mechanism, and made me scream nabei cheebye simi lanjiao lai eh! the moment my head tempreture reach 40 degrees.

wtf is this?

I've spent hours tossing around my bed thinking how could someone disappear for so many days just like this? where is the everywhere???
damn you. cannnot be more specific?? overseas? no! chalet? no! where will one people spends a week in chalet!? where? sentosa! LOL! you like island life? unlikely. im so worried. well, as long as you are doing fine i will be glad. come back !! dont let me think of silly stuffs before i change my mind that i hope you are stuck in the jungle!! HAHA! random.

can i have mug of milk with oreo ? i can dip dip dip and melt it in my mouth. thumb up.
ok, i miss you twenty percent more then yesterday. yell!

so happy to see a small little envelop on the top left hand corner of my phone when i wokeup.. i smiled. i thought it was from you but when i happily went to inbox and check it was not from you. no more smile. sad ):

i ate durain in the noon.
i had chicken rice for dinner.
i drank pokka greentea.
i suck mintsweet.
i watched my drama.
i am having my game of cs now.
i am here to say hello and byebye everyone.
smile smile smile.

happy sweet seventeen emmer aka pink!


i
i wanna be your star tonight
dance with me until the morning lights.
i
i wanna be your star tonight
and it shine shine shine so bright
you wanna be my star?

HELLO EVERYONE. I JUST WOKEUP AND I AM STONING RIGHT NOW. I AM GOING TO WASH MYSELF UP NOW SOOOOOOOOOOOO BYEEEEEBYEEEEEEEEE...

last night i could hardly get to sleep and i think back about the school life i been through. without much hesistation i reach for my drawer to take all those memories photo and take a look. i was smiling to myself for no reason. i was wondering how are they doing ? time flies. its been 5 years since i graduate from primary school.the life in primary school is kinda relax.. nothing much to worry about, everything is well planned. did pretty well for the the first 3 years in school and later part of it my results are totally horrible. you can see red ink more then the blue ink in my report book. i just manage to pass for my psle and i got onto my next level of education! its secondary school life..! i feel kinda foreign when i got into secondary school.. my life in secondary school is horrible! most of my time is spend in the office or discipline centre..i did alot of stupid thing in school. i hate the teachers, i would argue with them or tease them. i smoke in school, i fight in school. i get 11 stroke of caning in my whole secondary school life. my dad had to spent time coming down to school talking to the OM. i went into police station, i went into cantoment. all sort of rubbish.. all this rubbish is cause during my sec1 and sec2. sec3 i told myself to stop all this rubbish and no. i still the same talking back to teacher all the time, doing all sort of stupid things. get canning for stupid reason and nearly get expelled. sec4 came and its a important year for me, i really did stop all those rubbish and concentrate on my studies. i fully concentrate for the first 2 months and i stopped. started to sleep alot during lessons time. late for classes. doing things i like in classss. N lvl is round the corner i pick myself up and i study. did not really put in the effort and my results for n lvl is bad. all 6subjects i gotten a grade4 . i did not go ite.i started to think what i really want in life.. i dont wanna be a uselss person in the near future.. i took up private course.. currently im doing my certificate in business adminstration and hopefully thing goes well so i can carry on with my next level of education which is diploma. theres no point for me to regret the things i done. i will only regret the things i didnt done.. study study study...........

when i was younger i used to be wild.. as wild as an elephant's child.
no one could hold me down, no one could keep me around..
now its your turn, take a shot. show me everything that you got
maybe you can keep me alive, maybe you can get in my mind.. MAYBE(S)
BUT its only a matter of time! TIME TIME TIME. TIME IS A FACTOR!

tell me where our time went? is the time well spent?
dont let me fall asleep feeling empty..
tonight i will lie awake feeling empty! i can feel the pressure! im losing hope and theres nothing else to show.. I CAN FEEL THE PRESSURE!

haaaaaahaaaaaaaahaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaa imissu

today is monday
the time now is 3.35pm
the weather now is good
i just finish my lunch
i miss someone
ok bye everyone

I am tired. hehehe

Problems ! be it small or be it big, it's how you are able to overcome it and how you are able to deal with and how you are able to rectify it or sometimes you just need to accept that things just happens for a reason.
our mindset has to be strong and its all about being within..

hi, ahsen. im here.

long long time ago.. i was a small boy.. after long long time, now i m a grown up boy.. i am now very boring!!!!!!!
today econ paper hope can pass.. dont want an A. just pass will do cause i make damn lot of mistake.. awwhman. cry. hehehe.

woke up not long ago and i just finish my shower. now im revising for later paper so goodluck to me! hehe! you're not feeling well so take care of yourself k! =) imissyou. 我一直都在你身后等待

yesterday, i totally screw the english communication paper. was a fast one, went out of the exam hall after 1hr30mins. a huge sigh. so sad and disappointed. well, slack around cafeteria and went home after that. took a nap till 1030pm and went east coast slack with the rest till morning. yesterday i was really hoping for your texts but i get none from you.. how sad is it..? wonder should i carrying doing this or stop. sighhhhhhhhh

tmr b.econs i > econs aye? (:

ok, im having my econs exam tmr and i think i gonna pwn the paper with 85 marks and above. muhahaha! hope i can hit the target. wish me luck everyone! hehehe! ytd was kinda happy day cause 10brudders are all out for a short gathering. lol. woo woo woo! going out later . .. . . . . . revise tonight and sleeep! tmr morning wakeup revise awhile and prepare to sit for the paper in the noon! 3 hours long paper can kill!!!! ROAR!

once agian, i miss you. tmr can see you alr. happy! hahahaaaaaaa