Saw the tarot card test on cheryl's blog so I gave it a try and the result turn out to be..

You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

fuck care you peeps, im sad fullstop

Plenty of rest and no medication, I still feel unwell. :(

S'pore has many moneychanger all over the island. It's not uncommon to walk pass few money changing shop a day. I have this urge within me to want to walk up to them and ask if they could change my two dolllar S'pore currency note into a S'pore hundred buck note, everytime I walk by one. Ok, maybe, one day I'll be brave and lame enough to walk up to them and ask.

My sick ass is stuck on my comfy bed so byebye !

Clocking three hours of sleep, then to wakes up to a half day school, with alcohol still in blood stream is no joke. I mentaslly suffered until i made me promise myself something with " shall not drink till early morning on a weekday". Something which i most probably forget, the next time I am out drinking again.

I am down with flu bugs.

NOT EVERYDAY IS SUNDAY! NOT EVEN ON A SUNDAY!

anybody can be angry with you, that is easy but to be angry with you and to the same degree and at the same time and for the same reason and in the same way by two separate person . that is not easy.!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!

You may not know much about me, but I can tell you I spent my life up to this point searching for the meaning of life.That is how long it took me!

Its story telling time..

long long time ago, in the tiger kingdom lived a pair of siblings. both were blessed with some gifts. brother had a pair of eyes who could see a distance far far away. sister had a pair of ears who could listen to anything. they grew up together and experienced happiness and sadness together. they like to run to the hills to play. brother would look at far away countries and tell the sister the majestic view that he sees. sister would listen to the beautiful sounds and describe for the brother. as time goes by, brother and sister started to fall in love with each other. they knew that it was wrong, but they could not control themselves. they continued to love each other. their parents found out about it. father was very mad, mother was very sad. the neighbours would point fingers at them and gossip about them. brother and sister were adamant about their love for each other. to prove that they were truly in love with each other, brother destroyed his eyes and sister destroyed her ears. they felt that since they could not get the blessings, they did not want the gifts.long long after, a musician heard this beautiful love story and was touched by it. he decided to compose a song for the lovers. i came across this song and it touched my heart too. however, i did not buy his CD, so i cannot share with you the lovely song.
i remembered the lyrics though, and will share with you how touching this song is…

liang zhi lao hu, liang zhi lao hu
pao de kuai, pao de kuai
yi zhi mei you yan jing, yi zhi mei you er duo
zhen qi guai, zhen qi guai….

HAPPY MAN

I couldn't sleep well last night so I look across my window and count the number of hollow bricks that I saw. nine hundred and sixty bricks forming the wall. I counted and recomfirmed.
After spending the entire afternoon doing my very last paper. All my tired mind could think of are shower, cold air-con bedroom, bed and sleep.

I suspect, I know what they taught girls in secondary school, when they gather them for the only girls are allowed to attend talk. They must have taught all the girls in singapore how to give their son/husband the i am so going to kill you look. I kena that look from my mum, the moment i told her I couldnt do my exam paper. stressed.

I am now very very stressssss. just finish mugging my accounting ! a huge sigh.... nothing seems to go inside my head. it is very stresss when you actually know nuts about them. i spend half of the day practicing it ! it really dry up my brain juice. i really know nuts about them. i don wan to fail. i don wan to take sup paper. i want to go for my diploma smoothly. now its fucking 5 in the morning and soon i going to sleep. wakeup slightly ealier and practice awhile more before going for my damn fucking cheebye accounting paper. i swear i really hate accounting in my life. the fucking numberical can make my head transform into a watermelon. i think it is the toughest subject or whatever shit in my whole education life. huge sigh huge sigh huge sigh. i am so gonna kill anyone who try to piss me or pissed me ..........................................................

Always look on the bright side of life. Missing someone gets easier everyday, because even though it is one day further from the last time you saw each other, it is one day closer to the next time you will.

I've been like getting stuck in the middle and i really didn't know what to do. Yes, i am in a lost now. I am pretty sad about it. It turn out to be a cycle, I would lost myself and suddenly I thought I had found a way out, only to realise that I am still inside that fucking cycle all along. It really sucks at time. agree?

All I could do is to drink and drink. Went drinking just now..

I club. I pub. I drink. I forget everything

I bumped into you that particular night. Together with him. And my heart twitched a little. My eyes couldn't stop looking at him. I was trying to figure out who looked better. It wasn't me.

I need more alcohol in my blood system.

hooting session in pub

We the brudders went drinking yesterday night. Again countless jugs down our throat like it is free. We being brudders had a game with another bunch of brudders we knew and our liver is being hoot by them. The very jialat type of hooting session for the loser i would say. I myself couldn't stand it when I first start the game with the another bunch of brudders with just thirty seconds I was being hoot by 3 mug of beers. Surrender when I know I could hold no more when I had too much ealier, the gas is so power that it make me merlion in the toilet number of times. My brudder one by one took on them when one could hold no more and you know the results we were being hoot till we fly to the moon. Some brudders would be the helper for drinking for the one playing the game as there are too many mugs of beers for one to take it. Took down few mugs of beers for my brudders and I take on them for another game. This time round more jialat, I lost and was being hoot SEVEN fucking mug of beer at one go. And you know the results of drinking too much beer is that the gas inside you make you feel terrible horrible and whatever ble. Merlion a few time after that and it makes me feel better. With everyweek at least once or twice of drinking session now can make me alcholic. I need alchol but I am scared of being drunk :( DRINK TO DIE, NEVER ASK WHY. NO FEAR. !